carried to distraction

smart boards lit with variables
that slip from one side of the equation
to the other, sans warning

the redolence of spike lavender
tangerine, rosemary oils dripped
onto the diffuser and plugged-in

effervescence reminiscent of outdoors
within reach, the way fingerless gloves
ameliorate the ride to school

tiny buddha statuaries held
captive in tiny ziplock bags
our personal trigger fingers, turgid

neurogenic memories disrupt
dinner table conflict as the latest
admonishment puts everyone en garde

historic slurps or the grate-and-isolate
of echolalia prove some point while
we collect unconscious vestiges

wax encrusted candelabras and myriad
lamentations, the claw marks of a gassed
generation, the prostate of a survivor

haunted, we cannot fathom our distinct
despair until after the downward spiral
in pink flannel pj’s to purple velvet solace

in the blue-light-blink of wireless speakers
the sympathetic nervous system’s disorderly
conduct, our contiguous traumas unravel

a dimmed amber light beckons the comfort
zone of sorrow, the welcome back of a Yoda
bandaid perched like hope on Pandora’s wrist

on the strand

after a psychic download
that vituperative attempt
to undermine autonomy
the gravel-voiced men
shrug-off misogyny

obesity resembles a laugh track
while sexy photos of naked feet
are casually posted on Facebook

her hybrid escape idles
the dead stream
and her trusty droid
recites its name
into the ambient void

up an open stairway
a tuxedo cat mewls

the eccentric intellectuals
dissect a translated walk-about
can the song-lines of an Israeli mother
magic realism intact
tortured lover in tow
reflect a whole gender
on the constant brink
or is this another pilgrimage
into imaginary remains
uncertain

within 24 hours
a new Non-Fiction takes over

tizzy

compose the Disappointment
Symphony or, Disillusion
Études in Varied Voice

world too large to balance
in bifurcated concept
not either-or anymore

too many boulders
and land mines and oh,
what weather

don’t listen to speeches
politicians’ generic smiles
glisten

it’s a first come first serve
narrative with all the jobless boys
lined up

we have to art
our way through
with deep chords

the only
resistance left
sound wave

Every Day is a Rock

Monday, I put it in my pocket,
rub it smooth to soothe my nerves.

Tuesday, I try to scale it.
Enormous, looming it takes all my strength.

Wednesday, I kick it out of my way,
inconsequential pebble in my path.

Thursday, sit on it. Look out at the horizon.
Feel small compared with geologic time.

Friday, wear it. Bedecked, bejeweled, glistening
and weighted I feel protected by earthly wealth.

Saturday, walk into its cave cool dankness
to escape the glaring sun. Awed by form.

Sunday, waft through with immense faith
that there is another side to this hardness.

i dreamt my ring was missing

the purple stone stolen
with my journal
and the woven bag
inherited from a cryptic poet

all taken from the white car
window I’d left open a crack
in front of a medical building
when i recover the secret will be out

i wrote you into the truth
you whom i carried across
the empty threshold
of stolen time

in the air

above the country
plenty of 1st class arm
space and documents

the news is all about Iraq
insurgency and the beheaded

which ever chosen language
co-opted accent of refugee
vs. shameful vernacular

the stiffness of L-5, S-1 coincides
with various rainy days

ignore disjointed information
focus on seat belt explanations
and exit row agreements

carry a picture jasper stone
to breathe into once in a while

concentrate on the immeasurable
moment where altitude at top speed
propels time forward to satiate wish

move

first there was the flood
mushrooms grew
between rug and wall

students wrote in the stench
mildew and herbal tea
sage and dank earth

water seeped up onto kitchen
tiles, between concrete grout
puddled under yellow formica table

when it was time to pack
the cabinets poured years
of supplies onto counter tops

reams of colorful paper and boxes
of drying ink collided with scraps
of ribbon and glue sticks

the doll collection was lowered
into containers carefully; babies
and Barbies wrapped in tissue

even the heirloom doll was boxed
away in her layers of wool and lace
her porcelain face covered

and the myriad magazines
hoarded for collage work
were stacked into crates

as each object went into a box
the barren room
succumbed to emptiness