disembodied, I wafted from one broken facet to another all terrified and calcified along my spine interrupted messages, unnerved and random caused a plaintive quality, a nasal timbre as if the only option were; cry
to hoist each fragment out of the mine shaft of solitary confinement seemed paralyzing but it didn’t pay to rattle around in my own echo chamber any longer life was time sensitive and the double hemispheres had synchronized, patience had worn thin sensuality, with its humor,pithy and hot wanted a faster train of thought
the challenge to un-split despite constricted potentials outside the box and the purported marginality of a gender neutral stance came as a fantastic consequence there were no caveats, no expectations the only repetitive stress could be assuaged with symbolic gestures: a Ganesh shirt an expandable Buddha; the photo gallery in my Droid
the Rainrap, ineffective in east coast October and the 33 De Camp bus, slightly late hand-picked rendez vu’s allowed for the arc of self over four decades, unapologetic autonomy
whenever we celebrate this many shuffled-over years our multi-generational perplexity can soften a congruity of forgiveness and mutual sorrow crippling stories and generosity renew the common thread balancing genetic with chosen
we may close our eyes or open them without grave dangers resonating forward from various pasts and when the song comes we can sing
she struggles with her reptilian brain, hedonic and reactive the age old desire to store fat
her goal fluctuates as if lifetime is a range adapted from an on-line chart
small signs of age gather in her larder; individually wrapped snacks and berry fruities
zen moments are impeded by a widening gap beside the right incisor and the daily search for misplaced progressive lenses
lithe memories abound the resonant thrill of eye to eye contact, first kisses all over the globe
equilibrium keeps elusive company mood swings and intermittent blood in exchange for metered rhythms
all of the self-care sign-posts have similar fonts in big letters soft curves and a welcome-in aspect she hovers at the back of a morning meeting, sports a make-shift badge and new age water bottle
with the onslaught of celery and persistent calculation around portion control she shifts her weight
